Goodbye, my readers (if there are any) (new addition)

I'll officially be saying goodbye to this blog address. The new one can be found, if you know how to, thus its for those who really want to read. Thats all Im going to say. I'll leave this blog here for me to read when I am free, to think about what I have done previously.

A week of uncertainties

I never thought my I would fail myself during a test. Differentiate wrongly and again, 失手。Oh well, there is nothing I can do about it already. But I guess that my personality does not allow me to stop thinking about it.

Well, I know one test does not signify much, but just this afternoon I suddenly thought of a whole new possibility for subject combination next year, which is to kick out Maths... Replacing it with Chemistry... (If I do take both Geog and Econs). But I just checked, and I am probably not going to do so. But I guess, I might really kick Geog out in the end, because Econs seem to be important if I decide to go on the route for business. Somehow, lian lao shi words have been remembered in my head. But I really do want to consider teaching Geography. I guess in the next few weeks, I really got to take my time to think and decide which choice to make and narrow it down. This is because Environmental Engineering requires like Maths, Physics and Chemistry...

If I really do give up Geography, I will really feel very sad. The passion from it started in Year 1, or maybe even before that. I would always look foward to Geography lessons, especially where most Geography teachers are nice, easy to interact and learn with for me. The content never seems to irk me, may be boring but there are always many interesting areas to discover. Well, someone told me that the % of people getting 'A's for Geog in our school for 'A' levels is higher than that of Economics.

But I guess in life, we all have to make sacrifices if we want to move on. Well, the decision making process can be quite painful at times, but what determines the best decision. What is a 'right' decision? There is never a set definition for this. Is it really about passion and happiness only? Is it just about the money? Is it just about the fame and success? I got to iron all that out and decide within the next few weeks. Before I know it, the results would be back and I will be staring right in front of my choices.

Button got P5 for British Grand Prix Qualifying. I wish him all the best, and may he end a fruitful race tmr in his homeland!

On another note, well, my 'daughter' is now overseas. Or over the corridor. I realise that we seldom talk. I think its me as a father. I suddenly realise that I am unable to talk to you freely anymore. It seems that you have became further away from me, unfamiliar, that you have changed. Somehow, I am just unable to talk to you. I really don't know why. Agh. But I shouldn't be thinking too much about this bah. Maybe, it is good that I finally give her some peace and quiet. Will see how it goes.

55th Ann next week. I am excited! I don't get why the others don't want to come, but for me, I feel honoured to be able to participate! That aside, I better start my physics and gong han revision tomorrow, and probably continue electrolysis revision tmr. There's still Maths, Bio, PW and ACE to do! So thats old for now, my dear blog.

Knowing more about my family.

Its Sunday today. Woohoo! Not very happy actually. The braces has been bothering me for now, to an extent that I can't imagine how I can get used to it. But, since its the point of no return, I shall see how it goes then...

Seeing all the gourmet food, brought back by my thoughtful mother from mainland China, Hong Kong and Kin Men (Jin Men, Taiwan), makes my mouth water. But of course, my teeth rejects it. More like my mind rejects it. It just reminds me of how the past years I would savour deeply in all that gourmet food that is brought back, all those flavour rare or practically not present in Singapore.

Today, well did some work for Chem, going to LA but not done yet. Sleeping soon. Most of the time was spent on knowing my family better. As in, the family from generations back. First, went to one of my relatives' new house in Ang Mo Kio. Then we just chatted about all the daily happenings for each other's life, including a group of my relatives going back to visit distant relatives under my mum's guidance and more. Then talked about certain things of my grandfather, whom died 10 years earlier than I was born so sadly. Their description, somehow makes me suit him (afraid of some ppl, just follow law, straight and upright, loyal). So they talked about my granduncle bullying him, and my grandmother sort of like telling him that you help others and make yourself suffer... Its like he sent money back to China to help, but only to realise it had always been under my granduncle's name, so the people back there sort of misunderstood us. Im glad my mum took the step and called back just now.

Also, he wanted to build landed property and asked my grandfather for money. When the govt took back the land, he just took all the money. So, when they went back last few weeks, the relatives there asked to acknowledge and contact them, but we were obviously not in contact with them. Its like the expression when I saw on my Dad and Aunt's face when my mum asked about their contacts, whether they would go back. It had meant they knew them all too well.

Not letting others know I have helped them somehow became my policy, never to be in the limelight. But when such a thing happens, and if I am to one to benefit, I will really investigate all it takes. Because to be able to have the heart to help one, is something rare to find. Its a valuable tie, that ought to be cherished, and your thanks keeps that person going.

Its already the next day, I shall sleep now!

Kite Flying vs My thoughts

No no no no no, I did not go kite flying, though I had a kite. Well obviously it did not fly haha!

I never intended to learn kite flying, but today I went to a community kite flying event, where those who had their first hands at it were given simple and small kites, just to settle their kids desires, whilst others brought professional, large sized and well designed ones. Kites really seem to be a very good metaphor for children and achievement.

First, you need to manufacture it well. Some do it with skill, some might do it meticulously with all their heart and might, putting in 100% effort. Only then, can one prepare it for flight. Only then, when it is flying, only a small bit of a "push" can enable it to soar even higher.

Some kites, apparently few are able to be flown off by just one person. Others, definitely require more than one person to make it soar into the skies. Thats why a family is only complete when there are 2 parents. Even better when there are people at the side guiding them.

Well, the technique is such that for it to fly, you need to know the right time to let it go. You need to know when you can let go and so that it will soar, and when if you let go it will fall. If the time for it to rise appears and you stop his/her/its path, then there will eventually be failure as it is not sustainable. Some try making use of the advantages of the environment, 东风 like some would say. But, after much observation, the most critical of all, is actually the controller/family. If not, glory will be all but temporary.

Today was a 'breakthrough'. But the feeling was completely different. There really seems to be a change this time. And I wonder if that is the factor. But you know, as much as I do hope for it to happen, some things try to forbid me. It was you, your sudden emergence in my life that had changed so much. But right now I still haven't really changed it all. You seem like a unifying factor, somehow you keep me going, but when Im going I have not been recognising that. Or is it someone else...

For sometime now I've been thinking about marriage and its complications. As someone who looks upon tradition, I have always looked up to the idea of marriage and continuing the family line, having many kids. But in Singapore, where money is essential for life, I guess I really need to sort certain things out. Though my ideology is as such that money is not as important, but who would not want a good environment for their kids? Also, a question of biasedness towards different children. Thus, Im already trying to iron that out (haha). Making time for your kids, and yet trying to survive in a city with growing inflation to be comfortable will not be easy, especially with the number I have in mind (haha).

Finding the perfect partner would be one of the first problems to tackle. I do know that I am not romantic (yes), and I know romance and family cant really converge. But maybe it can become small tweets of life. However, till date, there's still an argument in my mind whether my partner should be as similar as me as possible, or as different as possible. But one thing is for sure, she has to accept me for who I am, some of my ideaologies, though she doesn't have to follow me (address that when I finally sort it out). And to find a partner, I feel is really not a "love at first sight" thingy. It should be much more complicated than that, because it is a lifelong partner. I don't really accept the idea of matchmaking, because it just seems weird. I think he or she should be the one if he or she has had something to do with you before, and you two have in fact been through "thick and thin", or at least been through certain experiences. There should be at least some form of feelings (感情）.

Thats why despite the personal touch, I don't want to be sure. Somemore it has happened to me so many times already, which never worked, so I would rather not go too far in. (try, it somehow pesters me!)

Its nice to have chats with my closest "daughter", somehow its only nice online. I don't know if she reads (I don't think so), but I wonder if it because of how the internet manages to show another side of people (usually the fake side). Or is it the internet allows us to somehow be more free to express ourselves? Not that I don't have nice chats with her in real life, but its a bare ? But I think Im a bit overwhelming lah, like take things too seriously or something... But I guess if she was really my daughter she would be someone I would shower my care with :) Its important to complete the family photo, but haha, Im giving her a choice first.

There will be tests already next week, but I think Im fortunate to have teachers who have passion in their work, who try to work with us and help us as much as possible. Sometimes, I can really feel that the class is like saying 'no' to a wonderful opportunity. But I think nevertheless, it is easy to see through what every teacher is like, and in Dunman High, I think most of them at least have the heart to teach. Its simple, because this profession in not as easy as many people think it is. But to be able to continue on, requires much more than you think. If you cannot take it, then even when you meet with the happy moments of being a teacher, you would find it something terrible as well. Still thinking about teaching as a career, but high chance a no. There's much more to venture out there, closer to my passion(s) and interests. It has to link to my family as well. I ironed this out a few days ago: Money may seem unimportant to me, I want to stop the ideology of "Money, Money, Money" after the great influence in Singapore by whoever, but if my family requires me to earn more money, I will go ahead and do it. Thinking about it, I don't think I would ever mind doing a job of driving. But I know, there are better stuff out there. I guess the future will be more bright when it comes closer.

I don't think you're reading. Don't think you can find my blog bah.... But I won't know because Im not close to you, not that close.

Milestones. Braces :/

Milestone for the first week: I do not owe any homework, and so far should have sufficient time to complete all work. Nothing big actually.

Never did I thought that the first week would be so hectic. Life is just so unpredictable, anything just happens before you. The best drama serial Ive seen so far (Those reading could be thinking of C.L.I.F.) is actually my own life, its just amazing how things occur sometimes... Compared to other drama serials, this is the only one that tells me more life stories and teaches me more lessons than ever.

I always feel like blogging about something, but when I really log in and see the blank, my mind also goes blank... Its really because certain things I wanna let go cant really be talked about openly, yet sometimes I do hope the audience can see it (though quite unlikely).

Being able to let off things from your heart and mind is one thing, the audiences' effect is another. I never thought it matters, I believe it doesnt but something says it does...

And for the past 2 hours, I went to the toilet for simple business 4 times... Not like Im earning money.... Now I rmb... The art of eating (with braces). This is the first time I started to not like eating. As the saying goes, 能吃是福. Now, I trully understand. I used to say things without really thingking and experiencing, like a textbook. But now, how I wish I can just have some really nice food without my braces and chew all I want. ARGH!

The magic behind this milestone that I do not want to talk about is just weird. I sort of link it that way, but somehow I guess its just a coincidence. I know I shouldn't be thinking of it. But its really painful to not express when you need, I might just end of differently. Gah, I really cant say lah.

Sometimes, I really dunno who to confide it. I cant find anyone, because certain things are just too sensitive. I shall just end here for now.

Should not be blogging now.

Yes I know, Im not supposed to be here. But recently so many things happened, and I don't want to type 每日一作文, so had to let off my sorrows here....

"You always smile but in your eyes your sorrows show
Yes it shows." --Without You (Harry Nilsson/Air Supply)

This seems quite true for those people I know who smile very often. But for quite a few them, I do catch them not smiling quite some times. Well, I just can't get myself to be cheerful, act like nothing happened when something did. I am just not the happy-go-lucky type. How I wish I were. Its no fun to be reminded of the bad things that happened in the day, month and year. So once again, to those whom I did not really smile to, I am sorry about that.

Questioning the purpose of life, a significant fellow in my life said that it means would be showing you have depression. But I guess, once in a while, it allows each and every one of us to check our direction. Though I may not enjoy doing certain things, but I realised that there are some other ways to just pass it through. Its part and parcel of life, and I will take it as an experience then. However, nevertheless, the process if still tortorous for me most of the time. But I wired out something: I live for happiness of myself and if possible happiness of others. Sometimes, its the other way around though.

I better get back to work.

NExt WEek is SCHool !!

Do I sound excited. Im telling you, I am not at all excited.

Maybe I should be, to see how my "masterpiece" will work out. But looking at prospects, I don't think that things are too optimistic. Maybe I should just hope that things do not go chaotic. Mr Ng still hasn't gave any reply yet. Is his silence a consent? I think he is very busy.

Today, a pair of twins were born. But not on this year haha. Anyway, today was also the fateful day I had to extract one tooth. Oh well, just hope that it will bring about improvements. Meanwhile... haha...

Schoolwork still on-going. It seems that Biology is ok after all. But I still don't like doing Bio. Trying to complete this Bio paper and all will be good after today! Struggling to complete it cos its just too.... Oh well. Speaking of which, my NYAA is still not done yet.... Haiz, this few days bah, this few days.

Even during the holidays, I get to learn some lessons as well eh... My father told me there's a website with all the old names of Singapore locations... Outdated definitely, but I guess its possible to create new ones ourself.... Its like there used to unique 16 floor HDB flats at Commonwealth, so its called Chap lak Lau, hokkien for Sixteen floors. So, if we reinvent it, then Tanjong Pagar-Contonment (Duxton) can be called Gor Chap Lau, hokkien for 50 floors! But I understand that these names came out because the people then weren't very educated. If it were us, Duxton Pinnacle would be just simple... But I know some who call it things like tallest HDB, Tanjong Pagar tall HDB etc... Interesting indeed lah, got Pek Kio (Rangoon/Owen), Aw Kio (Balestier), Ang Sah Li (Serangoon Gardens). Many more, if interested can just google it, its one of the wordpresses (I think the only wordpress).

Ok, its time to call my mother and do other stuff. I hope I can pull through Bio Paper tonight.

JENSON BUTTON'S FIRST VICTORY THIS YEAR!!

Ok, just to be surprised. This morning woke up. Missed the victory news for CNA but saw that hamilton crashed. Oh dear.

So it was CNBC for 1 hour, and decided to got back to CNA to try my luck. Got a 3-second shock when I saw jenson button!!!!!

Thought it would be a sad case for him but apparently he won! Congratulations! Now I would have tried to watch ytd hahaha. But apparently, luck is always a must have in grand prix races somehow this year.

Middle of Holidays.

Gosh, the middle of the holidays has passed. But my homework is not even halfway done yet. If possible, I aim to complete my work this week, and probably do some home admin matters too.

Canadian Grand Prix really seems boring to me. Im going to sleep soon, not staying up for it.

I don't understand why some people have to resort to stealing certain things sometimes. Well, I dunno what kind of karma this is but oh well, I will not steal. But this person really seems so professional. I don't want to call the police, but if so is it right to let him continue his ways if he has done a lot of harm. No time to think about it.

More importantly, Im just feeling sad over the lost of my phone. It was a really good phone. Back in 08, when I first saw it online, I knew that this was it. 一见钟情？haha not really lah. But yea, I really like the exterior, the features, and the interior system. After that, I never cared for any other phone. Though there were some minor problems with the phone, after 1 year of endurance, I managed to clear all the problems and was enjoying my daily life with it so much. So much that I realised its already 2 years and 2 months since I started using it. As many always say, 欢乐的时光总是过的那么快。我万万也没有想到，竟然要用这样的方式，会在这样的场合，和它永远的道别。

Sometimes I really do wonder why we exist for a fact. Is it just that we learn our lessons, and live our lives happy or sad, creating trouble for some and making others happy, but most importantly, very likely not impacting most of the people. And after that we just leave the world, most of us quietly. Whats the point of life if it is just full of hatred, terror, fear, jealousy?

I try my best not to hate anyone. I believe from the bottom of the heart I dont. In fact, I do not like some people. But why should I hate them? They are still people. Sometimes, its really easy to take every single person around you as a nice, kind-hearted soul. Just ignore all that negative sides of the human heart for a moment and realise the beauty of each individual. Its really wonderful.

But well, we the humans are created to be emotioned. We cannot ignore what we feel and think. Sadly, such negative sides exist in diversity and variety. Yes, you cannot help to think that someone does not like you, but have you ever felt the pain of simply trying to be nice to everyone, even though it seems to you that the person does not like you? We try our best to be perfect, but is it really possible? This vicious cycle would continue forever, because there was just someone who had started it.

I guess, its really amazing in a way. I can not like that person but apparently keep feeling that the person is inclinging towards me. I like that person but keeps feeling that the person tries to avoid me, somehow not really liking me. Sometimes, we do get the courage to ask. But what if people do not speak from the bottom of their hearts, afraid that they might hurt others. Do we want the truth or do want protection. I really don't know. But sometimes, I guess our doubt of others would hurt each other more. But we just cannot reject what we feel.

I guess enough is said for tonight, I just hope when I wake up tomorrow, I can continue towards the important task to fulfill now: Complete my work.
I do have many other things to do, like cleaning up the house, sorting my elections articles, practice chinese and read english, analyse finances. Time has been my good friend, but I have never treated it well.

If possible, I'd rather not think about it.

Middle of holidays, but work not is not half. Really need to buck up. Im picking up speed, but I guess a little too slowly. A little bored, so decided to pen down some thoughts. Ok, type, as Hanker would say.

My life this year has been extraordinare. It will forever be different from that of my lives in other years, just like how each year is unique to me. Many things have happened this year. In terms of many aspects, of which some seen a positive change, and others a negative one. But I do believe that no matter what happens, it will benefit me in the end, somehow.

It seems that there are people reading, so I think I do not want to type anymore on more personal matters. Anyway, Im a little lost and I can't really put it in words.

Went for an LTA event, the DTL2 Tunnelling Commencement. Got a first-hand experience of chatting with newly appointed Transport Minister Lui Tuck Yew. He really seems to be different, and trying his best to do his job well. So far so good, barely any thing I have disagreed with that he has mentioned. On another note, I want to thank my good friends that have accompanied me these years, John, Jeremy, Jun You and more. Especially John, I think we have actually surpassed that of just squadmates, fellow enthusiasts and even schoolmates, but really close friends, which is due to also our close personality.

I guess I shall end here for now.

Close to one week into holidays.... GAH

Wow, time passes so fast. Its close to one week.

I just realised there isn't much time left, comparing the time to things to do ratio. Oh dear!
For the past one week, it started out with NP stuff. Then pushed myself to complete my testimonial. Did some maths and Chinese, read a bit of Geography. Gosh, I need to change my attitude towards Science, if not Im not going to improve.

I have not really done Mei Ri Yi Ju, I think for 2-3 days. Looks like Im going to have a hard time, can only talk about what happened in 《金枕头》 haah. I finally completed it, after 3, close to 4 days of continuous watching. Hopefully I can save my eyesight. My mum left me 《三国演义》 before going, and its the drama serial version, so I guess for this one, I will restrict myself and not hurt my eyes. Seeing all the weird drama techniques in 1995, the weird looking places, faces; Maybe not weird, but unfamiliar and probably retro haha, really made me think about certain things. But its way too long-winded!!!!

Just 2 days ago, more people have left for the country, I hope for a good cause. Thinking about that, I do hope that I have a chance to go on a trip with John... But, whats yours will be yours, so if it really doesn't come, I guess I will look for an alternative. What comes knocking on my door, I will consider it.

Other than homework, I still have assessment books. Reading of syllabus is another important part for this holiday's schedule, and I also need to sort out certain things, for example, the newspaper collections for this election. This one cannot wait till December. Others, probably could, such as photo collections and some personal matters.

Shall sign off for now...

There's something wrong with me.

I've had enough of doing that. I really want to stop already. Ive had enough of all that other nonsense. I want to settle down now. Its time to stop this. But it supposedly isnt the right time to start that. How I wish such things don't bother me so much. As much as I have a dream, I do hope for some peace and quiet to let me concentrate on other things.

I purposely chose for it to be that way because I am afraid of the other thing happening. I do not want to disturb you, nor do I think I need disturbance. Its really hard to know you inside out, because we seem to be the same, people who hide our hard feelings from others, showing our happiness most of the time. If you feel that I don't really shower you with proper care, it is likely because I am afriad of bringing it to another level. I believe you wont bring it far, but I want to play safe.

This feeling is extreme. Marvellous and painful.

I never thought this was how it would come. I cannot even be sure if it really is what I think it is.

I swear it is different this time. It is different from all the other times. Maybe it is because of how we had addressed each other? But that does not change much... Or does it.

I can feel it, and it is incredible. its so heartwarming, heartfelt, but yet cannot be described. It is just so wonderful, like I am on the top of the world, looking down on creation, still searching for an explanation I can't find.

But its too tortorous for more. I really do not know if you find me naggy, irritating or whatsoever. Furthermore we are quite different. Being friends would be nice, but I can't read your mind. Because I don't want to hurt you, I have to control myself.

Maybe I should just give it all up, and look foward? Should I? Spare me the agony, I am looking for happiness.

My best table partner in years. Breakthrough for elections. Hectic so far...

This is a tribute to by far, one of my best table partners. Thank you so much, may you succeed and gain happiness in your future endeavours!

Its really nice to talk to you when there is a need, and your laughter justs cheers me up. You have helped me quite a bit as well, no doubt there was some "piak"-ing, but I apologise for shouting at you at times or just not being myself. I couldn't let my results get over me. Nonetheless, you still remained open for me to talk. The feeling... This is beyond words....

On another note, slightly sadly: I realise that Ms Pear and us were brought together by fate. But unfortunately, we do not have the affinity of spending time together... Thats why I joked more, since there may not be that chance again. Oh well.

And as there are sad times, would happy times come. Parliamentary general elections is now over, with a breakthrough by the WP Aljunied Team. Congrats to them, sadly I cant get served by you. At the same time, Mr Yaw managed to get Hougang into even higher spirits.

However, veteran Mr Chiam See Tong 满盘皆输, bidding goodbye to Potong Pasir and also not conquering the neighbouring Bishan-Toa Payoh. His team, like Mr Low's team, is made up of many good members as well, but I guess the spillover was not strong enough and furthermore, MOE was there. But well, WP has two famous ones, Low and Lim, with Chen and Pritam it made it better. Mr Chiam had all the others as new , or not very famous candidates, though I look very highly of Mr Benjamin Pwee. The legacy of Mr Chiam has ended, but will Mr Pwee arise? Hope so.

Many things have happened this election, which I believe not many people will read just as I do not want to type, but share only with my friends that share this common interest. On another note, I am glad to be able to take a break after a hectic semester. Yes, I won't be able to rest for long since I have decided I have to revive my GPA back to its original state on the account that I am going to get a very uncommon number this semester. But hope this short rest will be able to spur me on and do better.

I want to thank those people who have been of great help to me throughout this period, and I am glad I have improved in quite a number of aspects. They may not read it here, but I believe that they will get repaid somehow, somewhat and somewhere. But to me, helping others is repaid through the joy and happiness one has after you have helped him. But in controversy, I seemed to have caused some inconvenience and unhappiness when I helped some people recently. I am really sorry, if you are reading this.

Life, has to go on. The future seems blurry, may I find it soon.

So much has passed, so much had gone, so much has come.

Back into school life, more busy than ever. Some things have gone, some events passed, and so much things have came in replacement of them.
Sometimes, inspiration is really something really strong. People make decisions in life, usually influenced by something else. That is the power of inpiration.

I finally started on that email. 好的开始是成功的一半。Shall continue drafting it until it seems presentable. Meanwhile... just keep me happy inside.

Work and work. I feel that I am drifting away from what I really like. But thats how the world functions. Value the most important things first. Money, work etc. By the time you lose the lose, passion, your family, interest and friends, you wouldn't know what would have became of you.

Life~

Life, is strange. Really. Especially how the contents of it come together to make fun of people. Work, Family, Friends and all. Sometimes I just don;t understand why we have to do certain things that are not meant to be done that way. So much has happened throughout the course of these few months. There are quite a lot of things that make me happy, yes. However, some things are still as bad. Am I to leave it alone? I am suppposedly not supposed to, but I feel like doing so. Haiz.

Back. Sad.

Yes, back to blogging. Few more days to camp.

Results, as always, are never satisfying. Doesn't need to be what I feel, my mother finds it bad and that's the end of the story. I have decided to work harder, just hope I do and not just say. If so, I plan to start soon. Especially on certain topics that I really have no memory, cannot do well and don't understand.

Felt very sad, stressed this afternoon onboard 30. Was thinking about the bad of all the things around me, so scary. But I dunno was god or buddha trying to cheer me up, or whatever whoever there is, made a Lamborghini appear, at an angle which I could take a photo of it. Was exclaiming loudly to David, and we were snapping...

Hike made my day better today, clean fresh air, nice scenery. Feeling at the top of the world was wonderful, but when you look down, it just seems so scary.

Recently got to know a few songs... Just sound so nice. 像我这样为爱痴狂，到低你会怎么想？And many others.

Thanks David for accompanying me in the Carpenters melodies this afternoon. We should do that again soon! And I will include Abba!

THIS part of my life does not work out. Maybe I should stop thinking about it? I will just go mad, and maybe it doesn't have to be a part of my life, or not now. Why do I keep thinking about it?

Friday 13 and 7th lunar month

Do you believe in such things? Im telling you I do.

It seems that I am little more luckier? haha, sure u didnt see that coming. remidns me of mr yap and eunice. Im telling you, its usually the same, a mix of the goods and bads.

Talking of Mr Yap, dreamt of him, and he occupied all of my dreams yesterday night. So unbelievable, that 1 photo can have so much impact. wah...

First activity by us, I think its generally quite well, but of course there are always learning points. Some of the facts of the squads really astonish me! Anyway, did Station Master job and also got introduced to the big great humongous project: DHSNPCC Logistics Storing Rationalisation And Regrouping. Overseeing the project is HO Jin Hui Sir, then CIs. In charges are the 4 qms. Ok... haha, squadmates reading this, please be prepared to cameo at storeroom for this year. Note: There may be perm deployments.

Speaking of buses, the most phenomenal thing that ever happened on 158, happened. 3 MKIIIs travelling back to back for more than 11 hours. The legendary and spares in honour to participate in this amazing feat are in order of SBS806T, SBS744M (boarded) and SBS658D. More amazingly, SBS806T has a weird timetable such that it is close to SBS744M. Best of all, Ms Pear was there to see the craziness. Thus explained to her more about our interest :)

Speaking of Ms Pear, geog test was quite ok, though quite a chiong... haha. Seems that we've got lenient teachers like ... and ..., as well as luck of .... tests instead of .... tests. oh well

Thats for this week. Other days are not so much worth talking about... Cos they are bad. Bad results, bad understanding, bad day..............

Learning point: There is no elevator to success. Take the stairs. Courtesy of SMRT Serangoon Interchange. Example: September 11. Explanation: Work hard and you will understand, having a feel of accomplishing something.

Finally 3 Sci tests are over! But not to be happy.

Bio :((( Chem :| Phy :\

I dunno what to say for these. Gosh.

Feels very lost in life sometimes, like recently. Especially when the dreams made do not make any sense to me, and I am being like, kept in the dark.

National Day is here to stay... Followed by YOG. For some time, we will be under probably the whole world's eyes?

Some songs are also to stay as my favourites for now, from Wang fei. Wonderous voice, so clear and soothing.

Midst of school life.

Now, its happy and sad one after another, angry and funny simultaneously. Cameos I see I cannot catch, some I see I cannot spam. School work over school work. And Im blogging here.

Bio was a total screw. Study the things that were in depth, but they never appeared, but those which I just gave one look and left, had to appear and I just can't remember. Sometimes, is it really luck that determines you? Or have I not put in enough effort in studying? I guess the second one would be more appropriate.

When it comes to things I really don't like, its hard to memorise them all. That is why I have such an aspiration. Maybe I should aim higher for that aspiration, then I wouldn't seem so dumb and pathetic.

NCO life. Wow. NUS is getting interesting, but if only I had a better partner. Stocks are interesting too!

Thinking about money, that is really the thing that has made everyone gone mad. Seriously, the cause, main reasons of many things. At the same time, people are also getting advantages from it.

Is it to let go the best, or cultivation better? Why am I like that?