I never thought this was how it would come. I cannot even be sure if it really is what I think it is.
I swear it is different this time. It is different from all the other times. Maybe it is because of how we had addressed each other? But that does not change much... Or does it.
I can feel it, and it is incredible. its so heartwarming, heartfelt, but yet cannot be described. It is just so wonderful, like I am on the top of the world, looking down on creation, still searching for an explanation I can't find.
But its too tortorous for more. I really do not know if you find me naggy, irritating or whatsoever. Furthermore we are quite different. Being friends would be nice, but I can't read your mind. Because I don't want to hurt you, I have to control myself.
Maybe I should just give it all up, and look foward? Should I? Spare me the agony, I am looking for happiness.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Saturday, May 14, 2011
My best table partner in years. Breakthrough for elections. Hectic so far...
This is a tribute to by far, one of my best table partners. Thank you so much, may you succeed and gain happiness in your future endeavours!
Its really nice to talk to you when there is a need, and your laughter justs cheers me up. You have helped me quite a bit as well, no doubt there was some "piak"-ing, but I apologise for shouting at you at times or just not being myself. I couldn't let my results get over me. Nonetheless, you still remained open for me to talk. The feeling... This is beyond words....
On another note, slightly sadly: I realise that Ms Pear and us were brought together by fate. But unfortunately, we do not have the affinity of spending time together... Thats why I joked more, since there may not be that chance again. Oh well.
And as there are sad times, would happy times come. Parliamentary general elections is now over, with a breakthrough by the WP Aljunied Team. Congrats to them, sadly I cant get served by you. At the same time, Mr Yaw managed to get Hougang into even higher spirits.
However, veteran Mr Chiam See Tong ๆปก็็่พ, bidding goodbye to Potong Pasir and also not conquering the neighbouring Bishan-Toa Payoh. His team, like Mr Low's team, is made up of many good members as well, but I guess the spillover was not strong enough and furthermore, MOE was there. But well, WP has two famous ones, Low and Lim, with Chen and Pritam it made it better. Mr Chiam had all the others as new , or not very famous candidates, though I look very highly of Mr Benjamin Pwee. The legacy of Mr Chiam has ended, but will Mr Pwee arise? Hope so.
Many things have happened this election, which I believe not many people will read just as I do not want to type, but share only with my friends that share this common interest. On another note, I am glad to be able to take a break after a hectic semester. Yes, I won't be able to rest for long since I have decided I have to revive my GPA back to its original state on the account that I am going to get a very uncommon number this semester. But hope this short rest will be able to spur me on and do better.
I want to thank those people who have been of great help to me throughout this period, and I am glad I have improved in quite a number of aspects. They may not read it here, but I believe that they will get repaid somehow, somewhat and somewhere. But to me, helping others is repaid through the joy and happiness one has after you have helped him. But in controversy, I seemed to have caused some inconvenience and unhappiness when I helped some people recently. I am really sorry, if you are reading this.
Life, has to go on. The future seems blurry, may I find it soon.
Its really nice to talk to you when there is a need, and your laughter justs cheers me up. You have helped me quite a bit as well, no doubt there was some "piak"-ing, but I apologise for shouting at you at times or just not being myself. I couldn't let my results get over me. Nonetheless, you still remained open for me to talk. The feeling... This is beyond words....
On another note, slightly sadly: I realise that Ms Pear and us were brought together by fate. But unfortunately, we do not have the affinity of spending time together... Thats why I joked more, since there may not be that chance again. Oh well.
And as there are sad times, would happy times come. Parliamentary general elections is now over, with a breakthrough by the WP Aljunied Team. Congrats to them, sadly I cant get served by you. At the same time, Mr Yaw managed to get Hougang into even higher spirits.
However, veteran Mr Chiam See Tong ๆปก็็่พ, bidding goodbye to Potong Pasir and also not conquering the neighbouring Bishan-Toa Payoh. His team, like Mr Low's team, is made up of many good members as well, but I guess the spillover was not strong enough and furthermore, MOE was there. But well, WP has two famous ones, Low and Lim, with Chen and Pritam it made it better. Mr Chiam had all the others as new , or not very famous candidates, though I look very highly of Mr Benjamin Pwee. The legacy of Mr Chiam has ended, but will Mr Pwee arise? Hope so.
Many things have happened this election, which I believe not many people will read just as I do not want to type, but share only with my friends that share this common interest. On another note, I am glad to be able to take a break after a hectic semester. Yes, I won't be able to rest for long since I have decided I have to revive my GPA back to its original state on the account that I am going to get a very uncommon number this semester. But hope this short rest will be able to spur me on and do better.
I want to thank those people who have been of great help to me throughout this period, and I am glad I have improved in quite a number of aspects. They may not read it here, but I believe that they will get repaid somehow, somewhat and somewhere. But to me, helping others is repaid through the joy and happiness one has after you have helped him. But in controversy, I seemed to have caused some inconvenience and unhappiness when I helped some people recently. I am really sorry, if you are reading this.
Life, has to go on. The future seems blurry, may I find it soon.
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