Yes, back to blogging. Few more days to camp.
Results, as always, are never satisfying. Doesn't need to be what I feel, my mother finds it bad and that's the end of the story. I have decided to work harder, just hope I do and not just say. If so, I plan to start soon. Especially on certain topics that I really have no memory, cannot do well and don't understand.
Felt very sad, stressed this afternoon onboard 30. Was thinking about the bad of all the things around me, so scary. But I dunno was god or buddha trying to cheer me up, or whatever whoever there is, made a Lamborghini appear, at an angle which I could take a photo of it. Was exclaiming loudly to David, and we were snapping...
Hike made my day better today, clean fresh air, nice scenery. Feeling at the top of the world was wonderful, but when you look down, it just seems so scary.
Recently got to know a few songs... Just sound so nice. 像我这样为爱痴狂，到低你会怎么想？And many others.
Thanks David for accompanying me in the Carpenters melodies this afternoon. We should do that again soon! And I will include Abba!
THIS part of my life does not work out. Maybe I should stop thinking about it? I will just go mad, and maybe it doesn't have to be a part of my life, or not now. Why do I keep thinking about it?
