Yes I know, Im not supposed to be here. But recently so many things happened, and I don't want to type 每日一作文, so had to let off my sorrows here....
"You always smile but in your eyes your sorrows show
Yes it shows." --Without You (Harry Nilsson/Air Supply)
This seems quite true for those people I know who smile very often. But for quite a few them, I do catch them not smiling quite some times. Well, I just can't get myself to be cheerful, act like nothing happened when something did. I am just not the happy-go-lucky type. How I wish I were. Its no fun to be reminded of the bad things that happened in the day, month and year. So once again, to those whom I did not really smile to, I am sorry about that.
Questioning the purpose of life, a significant fellow in my life said that it means would be showing you have depression. But I guess, once in a while, it allows each and every one of us to check our direction. Though I may not enjoy doing certain things, but I realised that there are some other ways to just pass it through. Its part and parcel of life, and I will take it as an experience then. However, nevertheless, the process if still tortorous for me most of the time. But I wired out something: I live for happiness of myself and if possible happiness of others. Sometimes, its the other way around though.
I better get back to work.
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