Milestone for the first week: I do not owe any homework, and so far should have sufficient time to complete all work. Nothing big actually.
Never did I thought that the first week would be so hectic. Life is just so unpredictable, anything just happens before you. The best drama serial Ive seen so far (Those reading could be thinking of C.L.I.F.) is actually my own life, its just amazing how things occur sometimes... Compared to other drama serials, this is the only one that tells me more life stories and teaches me more lessons than ever.
I always feel like blogging about something, but when I really log in and see the blank, my mind also goes blank... Its really because certain things I wanna let go cant really be talked about openly, yet sometimes I do hope the audience can see it (though quite unlikely).
Being able to let off things from your heart and mind is one thing, the audiences' effect is another. I never thought it matters, I believe it doesnt but something says it does...
And for the past 2 hours, I went to the toilet for simple business 4 times... Not like Im earning money.... Now I rmb... The art of eating (with braces). This is the first time I started to not like eating. As the saying goes, 能吃是福. Now, I trully understand. I used to say things without really thingking and experiencing, like a textbook. But now, how I wish I can just have some really nice food without my braces and chew all I want. ARGH!
The magic behind this milestone that I do not want to talk about is just weird. I sort of link it that way, but somehow I guess its just a coincidence. I know I shouldn't be thinking of it. But its really painful to not express when you need, I might just end of differently. Gah, I really cant say lah.
Sometimes, I really dunno who to confide it. I cant find anyone, because certain things are just too sensitive. I shall just end here for now.
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