So much has passed, so much had gone, so much has come.

Back into school life, more busy than ever. Some things have gone, some events passed, and so much things have came in replacement of them.
Sometimes, inspiration is really something really strong. People make decisions in life, usually influenced by something else. That is the power of inpiration.

I finally started on that email. 好的开始是成功的一半。Shall continue drafting it until it seems presentable. Meanwhile... just keep me happy inside.

Work and work. I feel that I am drifting away from what I really like. But thats how the world functions. Value the most important things first. Money, work etc. By the time you lose the lose, passion, your family, interest and friends, you wouldn't know what would have became of you.

Life~

Life, is strange. Really. Especially how the contents of it come together to make fun of people. Work, Family, Friends and all. Sometimes I just don;t understand why we have to do certain things that are not meant to be done that way. So much has happened throughout the course of these few months. There are quite a lot of things that make me happy, yes. However, some things are still as bad. Am I to leave it alone? I am suppposedly not supposed to, but I feel like doing so. Haiz.

Back. Sad.

Yes, back to blogging. Few more days to camp.

Results, as always, are never satisfying. Doesn't need to be what I feel, my mother finds it bad and that's the end of the story. I have decided to work harder, just hope I do and not just say. If so, I plan to start soon. Especially on certain topics that I really have no memory, cannot do well and don't understand.

Felt very sad, stressed this afternoon onboard 30. Was thinking about the bad of all the things around me, so scary. But I dunno was god or buddha trying to cheer me up, or whatever whoever there is, made a Lamborghini appear, at an angle which I could take a photo of it. Was exclaiming loudly to David, and we were snapping...

Hike made my day better today, clean fresh air, nice scenery. Feeling at the top of the world was wonderful, but when you look down, it just seems so scary.

Recently got to know a few songs... Just sound so nice. 像我这样为爱痴狂，到低你会怎么想？And many others.

Thanks David for accompanying me in the Carpenters melodies this afternoon. We should do that again soon! And I will include Abba!

THIS part of my life does not work out. Maybe I should stop thinking about it? I will just go mad, and maybe it doesn't have to be a part of my life, or not now. Why do I keep thinking about it?

Friday 13 and 7th lunar month

Do you believe in such things? Im telling you I do.

It seems that I am little more luckier? haha, sure u didnt see that coming. remidns me of mr yap and eunice. Im telling you, its usually the same, a mix of the goods and bads.

Talking of Mr Yap, dreamt of him, and he occupied all of my dreams yesterday night. So unbelievable, that 1 photo can have so much impact. wah...

First activity by us, I think its generally quite well, but of course there are always learning points. Some of the facts of the squads really astonish me! Anyway, did Station Master job and also got introduced to the big great humongous project: DHSNPCC Logistics Storing Rationalisation And Regrouping. Overseeing the project is HO Jin Hui Sir, then CIs. In charges are the 4 qms. Ok... haha, squadmates reading this, please be prepared to cameo at storeroom for this year. Note: There may be perm deployments.

Speaking of buses, the most phenomenal thing that ever happened on 158, happened. 3 MKIIIs travelling back to back for more than 11 hours. The legendary and spares in honour to participate in this amazing feat are in order of SBS806T, SBS744M (boarded) and SBS658D. More amazingly, SBS806T has a weird timetable such that it is close to SBS744M. Best of all, Ms Pear was there to see the craziness. Thus explained to her more about our interest :)

Speaking of Ms Pear, geog test was quite ok, though quite a chiong... haha. Seems that we've got lenient teachers like ... and ..., as well as luck of .... tests instead of .... tests. oh well

Thats for this week. Other days are not so much worth talking about... Cos they are bad. Bad results, bad understanding, bad day..............

Learning point: There is no elevator to success. Take the stairs. Courtesy of SMRT Serangoon Interchange. Example: September 11. Explanation: Work hard and you will understand, having a feel of accomplishing something.

Finally 3 Sci tests are over! But not to be happy.

Bio :((( Chem :| Phy :\

I dunno what to say for these. Gosh.

Feels very lost in life sometimes, like recently. Especially when the dreams made do not make any sense to me, and I am being like, kept in the dark.

National Day is here to stay... Followed by YOG. For some time, we will be under probably the whole world's eyes?

Some songs are also to stay as my favourites for now, from Wang fei. Wonderous voice, so clear and soothing.

Midst of school life.

Now, its happy and sad one after another, angry and funny simultaneously. Cameos I see I cannot catch, some I see I cannot spam. School work over school work. And Im blogging here.

Bio was a total screw. Study the things that were in depth, but they never appeared, but those which I just gave one look and left, had to appear and I just can't remember. Sometimes, is it really luck that determines you? Or have I not put in enough effort in studying? I guess the second one would be more appropriate.

When it comes to things I really don't like, its hard to memorise them all. That is why I have such an aspiration. Maybe I should aim higher for that aspiration, then I wouldn't seem so dumb and pathetic.

NCO life. Wow. NUS is getting interesting, but if only I had a better partner. Stocks are interesting too!

Thinking about money, that is really the thing that has made everyone gone mad. Seriously, the cause, main reasons of many things. At the same time, people are also getting advantages from it.

Is it to let go the best, or cultivation better? Why am I like that?

One Week finished, another one coming

Weekends are more like dreadings. What Mr Yap say becomes more and more true.

Financial Lit is cool. But its like dunno how many days then once, then so fast another time. Oh well, shall start to moniter the stocks market.

Got scolded quite badly. A little bit sad now. But its over. <- the left case refers to more than 1 instant in the week

My life is worst than a teacher's table now. Super unorganised. Everything is just flooding in to where ever space it can find, and it simply gets ignored. The CBD in my head is like shifting from place to place. But I struggle to enlarge it. Or maybe create regional centres. This way, prioritising should be easier.

Just posting. But there's more to it...

Hi Peeps

Today was a happy day in school originally. Though there was mainly this sadness that was supposed to be present. But, I have to say lessons and encounters during curriculum time was good and all, with my cars, the teachers, and classmates.

However, after that was I dunno man. Mood swings. "And I dun wanna talk about it anymore....."

Haha, the sacred is still protected amazingly. I hope for it not to be found, but yet to be found by thr right person. But maybe its better that its never found.

Button was a disappointment. So close yet so far. But Rubens enlightened me on Sunday's race man. Good job! Keep it up even though you are not in a wonderful team!

Things in life just go on, and on, and on, unknowingly. We never know what is coming next, but we should always be prepared. Sometimes many things always come unprepared. It is really too unexpected. Of course, not thinking about it is one thing too. However, if you would like to live your life without regrets, this is the only way then. Just learn to appreciate things, which I hope more people can do.

I would also like to take this opportunity to say thank you to SOME of my squadmates, in fact only one in particular who just called me. Thanks a lot and I have thought it through. Though I have decided not to concentrate so much anymore, but I appreciate all that you have done and I assure you I will help you again when you need it such that it is fair.
Yes, and also the person who actually could tolerate my glum face and somehow manage to tweak my emotions.

THANK YOU to those who have enlightened and changed my life. I feel great when enlightened.