One Week finished, another one coming

Weekends are more like dreadings. What Mr Yap say becomes more and more true.

Financial Lit is cool. But its like dunno how many days then once, then so fast another time. Oh well, shall start to moniter the stocks market.

Got scolded quite badly. A little bit sad now. But its over. <- the left case refers to more than 1 instant in the week

My life is worst than a teacher's table now. Super unorganised. Everything is just flooding in to where ever space it can find, and it simply gets ignored. The CBD in my head is like shifting from place to place. But I struggle to enlarge it. Or maybe create regional centres. This way, prioritising should be easier.

Just posting. But there's more to it...

Hi Peeps

Today was a happy day in school originally. Though there was mainly this sadness that was supposed to be present. But, I have to say lessons and encounters during curriculum time was good and all, with my cars, the teachers, and classmates.

However, after that was I dunno man. Mood swings. "And I dun wanna talk about it anymore....."

Haha, the sacred is still protected amazingly. I hope for it not to be found, but yet to be found by thr right person. But maybe its better that its never found.

Button was a disappointment. So close yet so far. But Rubens enlightened me on Sunday's race man. Good job! Keep it up even though you are not in a wonderful team!

Things in life just go on, and on, and on, unknowingly. We never know what is coming next, but we should always be prepared. Sometimes many things always come unprepared. It is really too unexpected. Of course, not thinking about it is one thing too. However, if you would like to live your life without regrets, this is the only way then. Just learn to appreciate things, which I hope more people can do.

I would also like to take this opportunity to say thank you to SOME of my squadmates, in fact only one in particular who just called me. Thanks a lot and I have thought it through. Though I have decided not to concentrate so much anymore, but I appreciate all that you have done and I assure you I will help you again when you need it such that it is fair.
Yes, and also the person who actually could tolerate my glum face and somehow manage to tweak my emotions.

THANK YOU to those who have enlightened and changed my life. I feel great when enlightened.

Im enlightened once again.

Today, went to NUS again. WOW. Totally enlightened once again. Which reminds me I better jot down what i rmb soon or else I will forget again. And also some other stuff to settle. PLUS homework.

IDMI presentation today. Hopefully we did it well, which I felt was not very bad. Whats done is all history, and let us learn from history.

Getting super busy now. Shall leave time to blog on the other side, so this is short.

1 week passed. GOSH!

Why, is it fated that the Southeast area of the class is the quietest? Last term was quiet. This term is even more quiet. It also seems that the South is also the quieter ones amongst the 3 sections of the class. Live with it? I have no choice.

ExploRally was oh well ok bah. Only had poor luck with my photos. :(

Youth Day? normal. But hardware prep was not bad. We started to establish certain things :). And I got some facts correct, over Jie Min's (supposedly head) facts. HAHA.

School is, work is, life is.

Why does it always have to be like this? From the moment I saw his name there, I knew there was never going to be any proper life for me. HR Department, bye bye. Its too complicated for me. Maybe I should never had said certain things. And thats why, its unlikely I will again. So, those who guessed it, I can tell you that you wont find it.

--Never think that you cant do it, only think about the problems you might face and think of curbing it.-- Initiative to decrease wastage of brain cells' energy.

Back to mainland, back to school.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. Did not exactly go well><><><
Oh nvm.

Im glad Im back from Ubin. Though it was fun and interesting to spot vehicles there! Thanks to Jun You and John... All vehicles are in"PU" format, other than some special ones like the police vehicle. Cool right? Just some info if you want:

PU6J Ford Passenger Van
PU48M Passenger Van
PU100U Private passenger van under **** ****
PU101S Passenger Van
PU78? Lorry
PU81? Mercedes Passenger Van

This year's STC wasn't so nice. Probably because it was not well-planned, then everybody was very sian. Heard there weren't enough CIs, not sure. Also, there was sudden change in schedule, so that probably made the programme a bit screwed. Oh well, its over and its over. Throughout the course of the 3 days, from the start where I was in a bad mood about the camp till break camp where I regained the accent, I must say it just stays as a special memory.

Its just like the IRC, where I panicked, where I was afraid, where everything was like ahhhh. However, after completing the course, it was over. I have been telling some people this, so here's it again:
"Anything can be compared to life, just like the obstacle course. take the path as your journey in life, and your adventure begins. You dont realise you are taking risks everyday, and that the surrounding is dangerous. when you on it, and the things starts to shake, you may become afraid. However, this is all caused by your own self. If let's say something happens to the tree or the grass, like it falls down or something, it may not affect your path in life. In addition, despite all the tremors you may fear, life has to go on. It is only possible to stop momentarily, but you have to move on. Once you manage to accomplish something, you will feel gratified, happy, glad. All that was bad, would just have been a memory."
well, they built it in such a way that you could not land on the ground unless completing the course lah.... But, after completing, when I see it, I still have shocks. Oh well.

There was no morning PT, but DHSNPCC sort of had it. And there was no best camper. My group, I felt, being quite dead, could win best group... Wahs. But this time, we had 0 best campers from our unit. Haiz.

School. Huge major changes. WTH got so many lessons with double teachers. Wlao eh. My new seating place is real quiet. Is that corner of the class destined to be the quiet side? god. At Rowena's seat retains the quietness, Zhan Ning, and See Wang's seat Jovi. Oh well. I don't seem to be geared up for Term 3. I seem like im idling in gear 2... Why i am still blogging then? gah. ok, a few more words then.

Vettel on pole... Button! How could you! Please do well in Silverstone!

VO2x still running on 74... zzz lol. DDs on 163?45?

NUS-I am going! NP, screws and shizz? "Dun gimme that Hong Kong accent!"

Today, happiness and sadness. Laughter and anguish.

After the amazing 7-0 live watching yesterday, I stayed in momentum shocked. My father was like: You never watch so little goal. Once u watch, wah, 1 after another. LOLS.

Waked up so early to only see my dark eye rings. Reached school to see David's.

NCO Interview was like gah gah. Not supposed to say or else will be facing the same music as the Korean Players.

My father was saying that in North Korea, the poor people don't get live telecasts. Instead, they only know there is a match, probably they do not know the country, and will only be updated with their own number of goals. WOW. Its like so... Back to when things were so simple, children, where we simply cheered once we won...

"Then I started to talk in the Hong Kong-China accent, actually got Taiwan also, I live on Lantau Island... Im from Lantau. Hi. HAHA. Then it spread like unwild fire, not so wild, David follow, Si hui follow (unknowingly), and others a bit a bit affected, but they all too perfect in English, must talk in 'NO FUN' language, den understand de. Oh well, ended up switching back. Maybe when I see somebody on Friday, i may start talking like that again."

For the NUS one, it was after some hard consideration bah. TIME MANAGEMENT.

--You never know, so don't think that it is always the way you think it will be, expection is still awaited for--

IDMI. NCO Life. NUS

Just told by Clement that Orchard going to flood again soon. Poor 2 SBST tow trucks. 2 B9TLs failed on the other time. This time, hope all the bus change route fast enough, and the MRT dun GG. Oh well, whatever it is, I can't do much. LTA can't control rain.

After 2 days in NP and one day for chinese project, today went to school for IDMI and u know what planning. Its not easy, but with few people around, some squadmates together only were fun. I finally got a chance to step into shoes of a BC. Wah, Sv 1 really very poor business. Tight schedule? Got late departure and arrival a few times, in fact mostly. OK, I guess sometimes thing just don't get your way and you get easily frustrated.

Im starting to hate Y3 and NCO life. Its so unlike Y2 life. Its really very busy. And now, though got into the NUS Sci research thingy with CDAC, can go BNV spam MK3, but then lesser time for homework liao. Wah, feeling the pressure and heat man. My head is spinning.

Well, got onto Zaobao and ST. John is so gonna be famous. While I will just be having little little fame, since English is sure win chinese in singapore. If I get to scan the article, will upload here. If not can ask from me, as I will be bringing it most of the time with me, to show the security why I do certain things.

Mistakes made, lessons learnt, all after disaster happens?

Was watching "The day after tomorrow". The last time I watched it, didnt really learn much. But now, in a 14 year-old's perspective, it seems that there were many many learning points.

One of the most important, is that do humans really have to learn from their mistakes, only after the disaster had striked? Continuing from there, would we always get a second chance to amend it, or would it be the dead end when we realise it? It is similar to one of the things I thought about before, which is, 失去了才懂得珍惜吗？

We probably would have felt we were right before the warnings came. Some manage to think and realise before that. When warnings appear, some simply ignore, and use some other reasons. These are either cowards because they do not want to own up, or they are stubborn. Others manage to stop in time. But most of the time, they realise it only when disaster has happened. Oh well, I guess that's a learning process in humans. Indeed, when disaster has happened, the lessons learnt would have a stronger impact on what you do.

In the movie, it seems that the person arranging for the chain of events, what some call god, made it possible for them to realise their mistake and react, make amendments and continue on with life. However, in real life, it is not always so good from what I see. The cruel society outside is not that forgiving towards some things you do, like crimes. When young, it seems that this kind of things were possible, but that is because you were protected by your parents from the evil that came. But, as we all grow up, we come to know we have to face things ourself.

Just like today, going to the Kampong for IDMI filming. Of course the girls were complaining of the mosquito bites and all, but the tourist that came definitely came "prepared", so probably she didnt feel anything. But she was asking about whether it will be gone, so I told her the URA hasnt announced anything yet. Well, there is nothing to do with that plot of land for now anyway, or rather, its considered private housing. She heaved a sigh of relief then. There were definitely a lot of people that came in. Well, it just seemed like a whole different world inside there, everything so compact, so close to each other. Felt very special.

And then, came craziness at Hougang. Wah. cleared 590P, 74 Vo2x, 643X, 738G, and got some rare things though no photos, like 113 strider. WOOOO. I need more!